tormented --a

*i don't know this is good or bad note*

i don't know why can we meet each other
i don't know why we can close
i don't know why i love you
yes. i know that just my past
but now, i don't know why i can't forget you
i don't know why i can't remove you from my life
is this my 1st love?
or my true love?
but, i guess you aren't my true love
'cause you never exist in my eyes
but you're really exist in my heart
i really want to talk with you
i really want to hold your hand
i really want to hug you
i really want to rely on your shoulder
i really want you to be my best friend
i really want you to erase my tear when i cry
i really want you to protect me
but, i think it's just in my imagination
it's impossible and NEVER happens
we haven't meet each other
we're seperated by long distance
you've ever break me up
you lied to me
even you broke your promises
it's really painful and really hurt my heart
even though you kill my heart, i've never hate you
all i know that i just love you
i can't find another boy to change your position
i'll also try to hate and forget you
but i can't even i try as hard as i can
after read this note maybe you said this note is silly
maybe you said i'm just a kid
maybe you said i'm not like the other girl
maybe you never like me and said i'm annoying or weirdo
but that's not a big problem for me
i know that you've forget all of our memories
how can you forget?
i want you to teach me how to forget that
i want you to teach me how to love someone else
like you forget me and throw me away like a trash --"
i want you teach me like you've done to me
by the way, i'm sorry if this note make you ilfeel because i always talk about you in my blog
i know i'm not perfect at all
i just want to show you what i feel
'cause i always hide my feelings with my smile and my laugh
and one thing that i want to say to you is:
"iloveyou" :')